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"A long time ago, I was one of you....You're all brand new and perfect....no mistakes, no regrets...people look at you and think of how wonderful your future will be, they want you to be something special...like a doctor or a lawyer...
Hate to tell you this, but if you grow up here....you're more likely to wind up selling your bodies on the streets, or shooting dope from dirty needles in a bus stop......you'll make money....selling junk to crackheads..you won't think twice about killing someone's wife...because you won't even know what went wrong in the first place...maybe you'll end up like me...I hope you can do better."
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Defiled
05:02
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666....666....666....666....
"What's wrong Asuka, This was a present from your new mother, don't you like it?"
"No!"
"But...Why not?"
"Because I'm not a child! I grew up faster than other people I didn't need a stupid stuffed toy!"
"Asuka, Asuka.. come to heaven with me...."
"Mama! Mama! No! Please! Please don't kill me!
No! I'm not Mama's doll! I'll think for myself and I'll live for myself!"
"No! Don't make me remember that! I wanted to forget those things! Stop this please! Stop it now! Don't uncover them! I don't want those terrible memories anymore!"
"Please Asuka...die with me..."
"If...if that's what you want, I'll die with you mama, just please...please don't stop being my mother...mama?! MAMA!"
"Mama?..... Who are you?"
"None of this is the real me!"
"You're still a child...."
"Why are you there, damn you?! You don't do anything! You won't help me! You won't even hold me! You're no one! No one! No one!"
"Why won't you look at me?!"
"Are you alone?"
"No! Stay away from me! I'm going to live on my own!"
"Do you love me?"
"I won't rely on anyone!"
"Do you really love me?"
"I can live on my own!"
"...but you're lying..."
"NO!"
"...but you're lying...but you're lying..."
"I...I don't care about anything anymore...there's no point..."
"There's nothing to be ashamed of Asuka...you did the best you could...you should be proud."
"I hate ...I hate everything...and I hate myself the most..."
"My mind's been eaten away...it's unravelling my mind...what will I do....it's defiling my mind..."
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5am
Friday morning
Thursday night
Far from sleep
I'm still up and driving
Can't go home
obviously
So I'll just change direction
Cause they'll soon konw where I live
And I wanna live
Got a full tank and some chips
It was me and a gun
And a man on my back
And I sang "holy holy" as he buttoned down his pants
You can laugh
It's kind of funny things you think
at times like these
Like I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
Yes I wore a slinky red thing
Does that mean I should spread
For you, your friends your father, Mr. Ed
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
Yes I wore a slinky red thing
Does that mean I should spread
For you, your friends your father, Mr. Ed
And I know what this means
Me and Jesus a few years back
Used to hang and he said
"It's your choice babe just remember
I don't think you'll be back in 3 days time
So you choose well"
Tell me what's right
Is it my right to be on my stomach
of Fred's Seville
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
And do you know Carolina
Where the biscuits are soft and sweet
These things go through you head
When there's a man on your back
And you're pushed flat on your stomach
It's not a classic cadillac
Me and a gun
and a man
On my back
But I haven't seen Barbados
So I must get out of this
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13x Brighton And Hove, UK
Multi instrumentalist transgirl who started making music from childhood and has performed in sucessful bands from the late 90's to this very day. Works in conjunction on some projects with York's Diakon / Breakmagos and Demeter. Up for people to do remixes / Alternative versions, and also looking to start some interesting projects. All genres considered. Get in touch! XD x ... more
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